Saturday, January 14, 2012

memoirs of an iium aikol student (tacink2)

Hahahaha....
 
dah lame rasenye x blogging nih...
almaklumlah saye bknnyer sorang yg b'jiwe penulis.. jaoh skali la klo nk express thoughts or feelings kat anyone or anything..

tapi,
sebagai sorang blogger (wlaupon bkn blogger tegar - lol!!) haruslah kene m'updatekan blog ni supaye nmpk cam x di-dump cam tu jer. (cian dye)

seriously mmg xder idea nk tlis ape,
tp t'panggil tok tlis sumthing yg ader kaitan ngan idop sbg sorang student even though x byk yg leh diceritakan.. (coz i'm an indoor, introvert & low profile person. hu3)

kisah bermule di pertengahan taon 2007, tatkala 2008 hmpir menjengah-jengah jendela kehidupanku..

"risaunyer, x pnah dok ngan org len slain parents & siblings, leh ke idop ngan org yg x dikenali nih??" hati kecilku b'bicara dikala kaki melangkah keluar dari kereta yg dipandu ayah. x pernah t'lintas difikiran yg diri ini akn dpt cope ngan dunia baru & suasane baru.. totally different ngan dunia selamat & selesa yg pnh dilalui selame 18 taon dahulu.. "alah, redah je la, toksah pikir sgt" fikiran cube memujuk hati yg t'lbih feel nih.

selesai unpacked brg2, tibelah mase utk b'pisah ngan family & mulakan kehidupan yg baru. rase sdey pon ader, excited & nervous b'cmpor-baor. tgk bilik baru (time 2 ktil double decker - dpt ktil ats sbb lmbt register), muke2 baru, tmpt tgl baru (first time dgr p'kataan "mahallah" yg b'maksod hostel. hahhaahaha), sumenyer baru2 la...

1st day g lecture, pening carik klaz sbb x familiar ngan layout kat situ. akibatnyer lmbt msok klaz n malukan diri sndrik dpn lecturer & fellow friends. tp wat muke slamber je ar msok. dok kat blakang & jadi invisible jap sbb nk sorok rase malu yg amt sgt. tetibe lecturer tu suh sorang2 b'diri, "please introduce urselves, tell the claz ur name, where r u come from, ur previous school & the most important thing is WHY R U CHOOSE TO STUDY LAW AT IIUM?"

"alamak! nape la nk tanyer soklan2 cmtu. bkn lecturer2 sume dah ader data each & every student yg register lecture dye ke? leceh tol la nk gtau mende2 nih sume. ajar tros kan ke bgos. xyah nk ta'aruf2 bgai." jiwaku m'berontak. tgh dlm dok protest diam2 tuh, xsdor gliran da smpai. "sister, please introduce urself to others". "hmm.. i'm noor hafizah binti masrol from hulu langat, selangor darul ehsan & my previous school was smk abdul jalil.. why i choose to study law at iium? hmmm..." "ape la nk jwb nih?leceh tol la.hish!" smpt lgi ati tu b'kate2.. "yes sister, tell us your reasons". "actually i dunno why i choose law. maybe coz my father told me to take law so i just obey it." "apelah jwpn yg kuar dri mlot nih? cm byik kene pakse amik law je"

then the lecturer smiled at me & said "i'm sure that u'll find law interesting during ur study here, sis". hanye sengih kerang bsok aje yg dpt diberi time tu. lalu i took my seat dan x angkat2 kpale g. and that was my 1st day as a law student at iium....

time passed with a blink of eyes.. tup2 da msok final year final sem. byk suke duke kehidopan sbg org blajar yg ditempoh. byk gak glaran2 yg dtrime. sume tu jd pengajaran n kenangan yg x dpt dilupakan.. bak kate omputih "experience is the best teacher" (ader ke? blasah je ar).

klimaks kpd sume peristiwa2 dlm life as a student when dpt "farewell speech" from our dearest lecturer. t'sentak hati ni tatkala mendengar kata2 yg dilontarkan kpd kami semua. Smpai ke ari ni msih t'ngiang2 dlm tinge ni stiap pth p'kataan yg ditutur. "saya tak mahu lahirkan peguam yg kosong" that very straight forward sentence really wanna makes me cry in my heart. that was a reminder to all of us. to remind us to become true lawyers, not liars. even the tone a bit harsh and heartbreaking, but we take it as a challenge for us to prove that we'll not disappoint the lecturers and the university.

after that heart-wrecking incident, kami (heHehEhe) pergi m'enjoykn diri di BBQ Land, sg buloh. mkn cm org yg dah sbln t'kandas kat tgh pulau dan hanye dpt mkn tumbuh2an jer.. (dramatik la plak).. mkn & b'gumbire spt org yg bru kuar dri pusat tahanan or penjare kat pulau jerejak (tmpt pnjenayah2 tegar). kami b'borak & bwat bising mcm restoran tu kite org yg punye. gelak2, ktawe2, huhu haha, hehe hihi, huwa huwa.. mcm2 bunyik ader. b'gmbar & b'suke ria smpai koi 11 mlm lbeh ar.. x ckop ngan tu, merayau2 lak kat uptown danau kota spt kanak2 riang ria raye. still lam mood & mode tok enjoy to the fullest. dah pnat merayau, sume org tetibe tkot nk lek. bkn sbb per, da kol 1 pg lbeh, tkot pak gad x kasik msok or mara2 msok lmbt. ayat yg xleh dilupekan smpai skang bile one of my friends try to pujuk pak gad spye bg kite org masok adelah, jeng3 "pak cik leh x bagi kite org msok?" pak gad tu pon jwb "boleh, msok lah" . Kwn ni bls "tp kami 3 org, pakcik" pak gad tu kate, " xper, masok la, masok", "time kasih, pak cik"... tetibe mulut ku b'kate "bkn 3 org la, 3 kete. ader 2 kete g kat blakang tuh" abih satu kete glak sbb punyelah nebes kwn yg sorang ni smpai 3 kete leh jd 3 org je. padahal dlm stiap kete ader 4 org, so sume ader 12 org. hahahhaha. mmg lawak la time tu..

bile tibe hari nk balek, terase 4 taon tu cpt sgt b'lalu. rase cm bru smlm je register msok kat uia. t'ingat kate sorang kawan time ngah sonok mkn2 kat bbq land tu, "eh, sume. kirenyer ni last time la kite jmpe kan? pasni kite mgkin x dpt jmpe gi. kite nk balek sarawak, wat chambering kat sane" sume t'diam seribu bhse. "mungkin kite xkn jumpe lagi.. tp kalau t'nmpak kat mane2 jgn x tegor lak". ader yg kate "kiter leh jmpe hari2 lam fesbuk, kan?"
"alah, convo ti leh jmpe lek".. hakikatnyer, bkn p'pisahan yg menyakitkan, tp kenangan2 silam itu yg lebih menyakitkan.. kiter xkn rase sedih krn b'pisah, tp sedih bile t'ingat segale yg pnah kite lalui b'same2 spnjg 4 taon di uia dan 1 stengah taon di matrik pj. tempoh yg bknnyer skejap dan x juge t'lalu lame. tmpoh yg tlh mengajar erti persahabatan & kasih sayang. sekeras manapon hati manusia tu, x byk sikitpon dye akan menitiskan air mata bile melalui detik2 spt ini.. "mesti kite akn rase pelik pas ni kan? ye la, dah x leh rase cm nk jmpe n borak2 cm nih, wat koje same2, merayau same2, mkn same2, x sdor diri same2.. mesti kite akn rindu waktu2 kiter kat sini kan?" itu kate2 rumate ku yg ader kemungkinannye x kn jmpe lagi (sbb dye dok penang). dan ni kate2 lecturer time nk request jd referee tok resume satu ketika dulu "kamu mesti akn rindu time blajar bile kamu dah kerje nanti. kerje lagi ssh dari blajar."

ya. setiap kata2 itu akan disemat dalam hati & m'jadi pembakar semangat tok saye lebih maju ke hadapan. life must go on.. ilmu & pengalaman mestilah dijadikan pnduan spye kiter x t'kuar dri lndasan yg betol. x t'glincir dri laluan yg benar.. sesungguhnye hidop ini xkn b'mkne jika tdk diselitkan dgn ilmu & pengalaman. pedoman utk m'jalani kehidupan atau fasa yg seterusnye..

rasenyer smpai sini shj coretan hati seorang insan yg amat kerdil ini..
mungkin ilmu & pengalaman akan mengajar kita spye m'jadi lbih matang dlm menempoh ape jua yg mndatang dlm hidop ini.. inshaAllah...

insan yg kerdil,

NOOR HAFIZAH MASROL
MATRIC NO.: 0726790
Student,
Ahmad Ibrahim Kulliyyah of Laws,
International Islamic University Malaysia,
Gombak, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
2006-2011 ~> in memories


Thursday, August 13, 2009

alhamdulillah.....

finally...
i found my file and books..
the most important is my PENAL CODE & MOLLY CHEANG's law book
thanks to god

i promise to myself not to be careless again..
this is my vow..

now, i can walk and talk happily
without any worries..

alhamdulillah....

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

aigoooo.......

today maybe is the worse day in my life....

firstly, i lost my file & books (my PENAL CODE and law book)
next, i lost my voice due to continuous coughing..
haze everywhere makes my eyes aching

i hope this will stop immediately
i hate being in this state for any longer time
i want my PENAL CODE & law book
and also get well ASAP
all this things is torturing me




Tuesday, July 28, 2009

pagiku...

bangun pepagi...
terus tgk enfon.. ala, dah pukul 7.30 pg!
dengan malasnyew turun dari katil dan ikat rambut.

mase nak gi kelas..
semangat betol. first person yg dah get ready to study..
tgk kat luar.. suasane sejuk dan nyaman skali
maklumlah baru pas ujan..
terase cam nak balik bilik tido pown ader.. hehe

sampai kat kelas kul 8.59
fuh! naseb bek sempat smpai..
bile bukak jew pintu...
whoosh~ bunyi angin air-cond bertiup..
maknenyew xder org lagi lar yg datang..
ish3.. kelas awal pagi la katekan..

hampir 20 minit tunggu..
barula madam datang
naseb bek tak chow lagi..
hehe... selamat~

blaja lam suasane yang extremely freezing
wat mate telelap and mulut menguap
jari tangan and kaki x payah ceriter la..
cam nk tercabut kesejukan.

bile bis jew study..
menonong jer masuk lab
online plurk and facebook..
terpikir lak nak post blog
tu yang terhasilnyew coretan neyh.

~TAMMAT~



Tuesday, July 14, 2009

my first day....

never thought to start blogging...
since i'm a newbie in this forum, it is highly appreciated that my presence is warmly accepted by everyone.
that all for now..